Why wont you hold me, this place is too lonely
You presence is still too strong
The days have been scorched with your face it hurts
Why can't it all go away?
When we first decided to join the divided
You swore to be honest and true
But I hesitated, because I've been jaded
My heart had been torn askew
You never relented, devoted your senses
Secured me with words and your touch
I really agreed, gave into my need
This feeling fooled me to love
I fallowed you blindly, held your hand slightly
All I needed was you
You grasped my heart tightly, and I knew this was Happy
Never grew insecure
But then there was something, an unsettled s
There was once a little girl, who sat on a tree
There she would, cry, kick and scream
The world had gone cold with sickness abound
Leaving her alone, scared of touching the ground
So she clung to the tree as hard as she could
Praying for Death as no soul would
Many nights she sat, alone and afraid
Strength was leaving her with nothing to gain
Closing her eye's, one last whisper she cried
As she fell to the ground, one very last time.
The wind blows cold to me.
An Ignorant girl of apathy
A Soul who rejects itself
Container of guilt, hate, and contridiction.
There is nothing.
an illusion standing in the mirror,
She prays for gore, in order to relate.
What sake is this?! Surely it's uncommon.
To extradite one self is sinful.
There is something.
In hell, Dante know's this all to well.
For it is in the seventh ring, where we all go.
Bodily entrails bloom into bushes of thorns, agonized by the flesh hanging from.
An artist, picks up a bursh.
Stands before a blank convas.
Imperfection, doesn't allow her to create.
Hate. It Taunts her. Someone elses goals that wil
Please describe, this joyous feeling
that every one seems to share
all at once.
Please be kind, and remember
I must be dreaming,
I am absent from every one.
No one tries, I am nothing
Please just remember,
It is horrible and Useless.
Take my hand, I'll take it back,
Try to reach, I will retract,
Smile to me, and I will Look away.
It's not the same,
Please understand,
Me.
So you sit around and type, when life is just too blurred
Drinking caffeine till your speech and thoughts are slurred
And then you start to wonder, why it all must be?
Where you're life is heading and then you want to scream
But still then you utter not a sound,
Instead you pop some pills and continue to type around
Caffeine is coursing through your veins, you keep on adding more
Afraid of what you'll dream, and to see what you're not good enough for
But you fail to realize, life is but a dream
And that reality truly is harsher than it seems
So you write about fantasies, logics and you all can create
Trying to make things easier
Wisps, of smoke danced melancholy across the death riddled atmosphere of the grand battle filed. Night had already settled upon the bloody gorge of land. At sight of this, Night collapsed in sorrow. It would be the darkest night of all time. Many a time had she bared witness to the evil of man as they foolishly slaughtered each other. Every time is was harder and harder and now she wept and the sky rained down her soul. Drenching the bodies' limbs and ground in her sadness. No sound would be heard through out the scene as the insects them self's, naturally channeled her pain and grew silent in her mournful reverie.
In the distant a faint gl
Ha Ha Hee Hee
Come on and play this game with me
No, No, No, Let's not Fret, tis just a game
I'll Tie you up and Leave you lame
Singy Songy Bwahahaha
You're scared? What now? No Way
Stop it now, you cannot run
You're Making me mad, and thats no fun!
You're Silly little Retard
Cause when I fall, I fall Hard
There are things, that you will never tell
Notice little things, and No My friend I'm not Well
Surprise, Surpise Joy OH! Joy
You are now my brand new Toy
No, Dun cry, it'll be alright
I promise,you'll be full of fright!
Wait, Wait, Wait
Why OH WHY?!
Must, you begg for me to Die?!
All I Did was Dig, and you'd break out i
Lullaby for the Mortally Wounded
This Little Lullaby, to calm Your Strain
As I take your Hand, and sooth your Pain.
Fingers caress a slowing Chest,
And Catch the tears of lost regret.
To Sing such a Haunting Tune,
Is me very last gift to you,
Forgive me now, For I can't Go
I've tried My best, I swear it so
To take my life right here and swell
Would Seal my fate deep in Hell
My Love to you, will Fallow Though
And leave me here a Barren soul
To Count the days, and nights and Years
I have to live without you near
Surely the longing will drive me mad
So Please Remind me now and then
That you are still around my being
That your t
Wisps, of smoke danced melancholy across the death riddled atmosphere of the grand battle filed. Night had already settled upon the bloody gorge of land. At sight of this, Night collapsed in sorrow. It would be the darkest night of all time. Many a time had she bared witness to the evil of man as they foolishly slaughtered each other. Every time is was harder and harder and now she wept and the sky rained down her soul. Drenching the bodies' limbs and ground in her sadness. No sound would be heard through out the scene as the insects them self's, naturally channeled her pain and grew silent in her mournful reverie.
In the distant a faint gl
So you sit around and type, when life is just too blurred
Drinking caffeine till your speech and thoughts are slurred
And then you start to wonder, why it all must be?
Where you're life is heading and then you want to scream
But still then you utter not a sound,
Instead you pop some pills and continue to type around
Caffeine is coursing through your veins, you keep on adding more
Afraid of what you'll dream, and to see what you're not good enough for
But you fail to realize, life is but a dream
And that reality truly is harsher than it seems
So you write about fantasies, logics and you all can create
Trying to make things easier
I dare you...
To watch as I fall from
grace.
To watch as my wings are
torn from my back.
To watch as I fall into
darkness.
To watch as I lose myself to
insanity.
I dare you...
To listen as I plead for
forgiveness.
To listen as I scream.
To listen to my mourning
cries.
To listen as I beg for my life.
I dare you...
To feel my sense of loss.
To feel the wounds upon my
back.
To feel the pain wrought onto
me.
To feel the cold hands of death
as he takes me away.
You see it,
In front of you,
Crashing and bashing
Yet so majestic still
You think it is one thing,
And I another,
You thought it was dangerous,
And I thought it safe.
We are neither one
Right nor wrong,
A thing is what we think it is
And our minds twist us in ways
We may yet know.
What we perceive is different.
What we think is true
In our own ways
It is what we wish to see,
And what we do not,
That may be our doom or salvation in the end.
Our childlike willfulness
Keeps us pinned down,
Yet in other ways frees us.
I think it will damn us,
But you think it will save us.
A sublime moment is unfurling
A chemical interaction
Disorder in a flask
Necessity breeds reaction
With limited element
Comes hindered construction
Before you can rebuild
There must be destruction
You deserve it, it's yours
It's your world to obliterate
When the pieces are in hand
Become your own master, create
Stay away from the elapsed
This is a guarantee
Where you spend your time
Is where your heart will be
Sometimes I think I am silly,
Doing something without thinking.
I was deemed a crazy person,
And maybe I am a crazy idiot.
How could I have thought that these decisions were smart?
When there were so many loopholes in it.
I thought it was a good idea then,
But now I'm no longer sure.
And yet I still hope that it won't all crumble down on me,
Though it would probably be a slim hope,
To think I'd still feel fine.
I guess all I've been trying to say,
Is that I am a fool through and through,
You've probably guessed that by now,
As this wasn't thought out too.
Look at me...LOOK AT Me!! But he doesn't Does he refuse?! He refuses me?! The world revovles rampidly in a foggy hazy mess to someone who is introverted and prone to self loathing. But no one, no one knows because she refuses to open up. She does this to protect herself, building a wall behind the laughter of tears. To abide to other's request, she steps forth out from behind the wall only to be bombarded, and violently shove back behind her safety net. And then he came, No he didnt try to break down ther wall, or even walk behind to find her. he merely just stood there, leaning gently against the abrasive surface, talking truthfull to her, i
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
Looking down at me with such a Sad face.
This is neither the time nor the Day.
Cause she loves him,
She really, REALLY Loves HIM.
But he is scared, she is broken visibly, and emotionally.
Should he risk it?! Can he fix her?!
"Try..." She whispered, as he walked away.
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